What Is True What is not True...

"You will have bad times,
but they will always
wake you up to the stuff
you weren’t paying attention to."

-Robin Williams

 I am living in a world of Illusion and hate to be a Part of Reality as I know that when I wake up I will find the ugly truths of Life....My Life....

I know that whatever is happening around me is not at par with my belief. But still.... I would always like to believe that I am living happily in my own sweet world..
A world where everyone is happy and jolly
A world where dreams and wishes come true
A world where I am with my LOVE
No one to stare...No one to conspire...No one to argue...No one to tell me that I am wrong...
Just me and my dreams of fulfillment....

Is there any such world...where there is love overpowering hatred
A world where Love is all that we give each other
A world where GOD prevails

Our whole life consists of decision making.
What is right and what is wrong and accordingly make choices..
But who decides what is right and what is wrong..???
One of my friend truly declares that there is nothing wrong in anything we do... It just needs to be at par with our happiness...
I say happiness YES...but should be longterm happiness...

From my childhood days I have always dreamt of TRUE love

Do not know whether I had achieved that or not but there are certain impurities with them too...

Society : Give a damn to them... I know my decision can affect others as well... but we also have to understand that their decision also can affect our lives in a much worst ways...

If there is love there is always a way...
Always a better future ....Always a key that will open up the rusted door ...The door that can end hatred within people... A light that will destroy the evilness that prevails within the souls of the 'learned'

Choices as rightly said , is humanly. All depends on an individual.

As Master  Hookway rightly told Po....

"Quit ??? Don't QUIT....
Noodles dont noodles..
You are too concerned with what was and what will be ...
There is a saying ...

Yesterday is History...Tomorrow is a Mystery but Today is a Gift...that is why it is called a PRESENT...!!!"

Wake up my Friend...Wake up and Find your Destiny !!!!

Lastly, a quotation that touched a part of me...

"We gallop through our lives like circus performers balancing on two speeding side-by-side horses-one foot is on the horse called “fate” the other on the horse called “free will”. And the question you have to ask everyday is, Which horse is which? Which horse do I need to stop worrying about because it’s not under my control, and which do I need to steer with concentrated effort?  "

Elizabeth Gilbert

My ODD Feelings...

Meri kismat ke Har ek panne pe

Mere jeete ji Baad marne ke

Mere har ek kal Har ek lamhe mein

Tu likh de mera use

Har kahani mein Saare kisson mein

Dil ki duniya ke Sacche rishton mein

Zindagani ke Saare hisson me

Tu likh de mera use

Aye khuda aye khuda Jab bana uska hi bana

Uska hoon us mein hoon usse hoon usi ka Rehne de..

Main toh pyasa hoon hai dariya wo zariya woh jeene Ka mere

Mujhe ghar de gali de shehar de usi ke Naam ke

Kadam yeh chalen ya ruken ab usi ke Vaaste

Dil mujhe de agar Dard de uska par

Uski ho woh haseen Gunje jo mera ghar

Aye khuda aye khuda Jab bana uska hi bana

Mere hisse ki khushi ko haseen ko tu chahe Aadaha kar..

Chahe lele tu meri zindagi par ye mujhse Vaada kar

Uske ashkon pe gumon pe dukhon pe har uske Zakhm par

Haq mera hi rahe har jagah har ghadi haan Umar bhar

Ab fakht ho yahi Woh rahe mujh mein hi

Woh juda kehne ko Bichdde na par kabhi

Aye khuda aye khuda Jab bana uska hi bana

Meri kismat ke Har ek panne pe

Mere jeete ji Baad marne ke

Mere har ek kal Har ek lamhe mein

Tu likh de mera use 

Aye khuda khuda khuda

O… khuda..

*Courtesy for my feelings - 1920, Evil Returns

..CAGED UP..

Days pass by.. and she does not know where was she going to... May be this is the end of HER as a person.. She does not have the strength anymore to move on.. Everything seems to have come to an end... her wishes..her dreams.. her belief.. All she wanted was to hallucinate her dreams just to let this end be peaceful.. mind destruction..is all that she is thinking of and is doing quite well by now...She just needs to throw past all the things that makes her weak and which stops her from doing things which she needs to do...

Sometimes when she looks at her present life..she feels she has lost so much..her smiles her laughter..her silly jokes...her shouting...her silly silly and really silly burst out of emotions...her madness...her wildness...everything...she feels caged up in a dark room where the only person that seems alive with her is her heart...her own self...and her faith..she does not know where is she going..where is that person sitting above is leading her to...but still she has that faith on which she can believe that person sitting above and carefully watching her....
Somewhere down there in her heart she knows its all turning up to be a mess...but what can she do..All the dreams have been shattered...she has no more wishes other than the fulfillment of her Lord's wish..that's it..then the end will she devour peacefully...JUST PEACEFULLY...

Being A Puppet..!!!!

I hate this phase when all around you are not made but forced to believe that you cannot do things on your own but need support agents. Whatever these agents think is the truth..!! Today, if I get married I will be free, otherwise I have no right to move on independently in Life.   My views, my decision plays no importance in my life. This on the other can be called Puppet Ministry, a ministry from which a person does not and cannot have independence but can expect a lifelong imprisonment.!!! Bullshit thoughts, bullshit ideas, bullshit people all around. If their decisions were not wrong then they could have curtailed many bad decisions in life about which they do not know till date. The bad becomes worse, igniting flames of intolerance into my heart and life; but look at them!!! They are unaware!! And they feel whatever they have done were the best that could have ever have happened. I do not hate my Life! But I want to lead and live it my way...my rules...my decision... I don not want to be a puppet in their hands. Already I have been made a puppet in the hand of God Himself.. Now I do not want to be any person's puppet. True , when they say that its bad to be good around here...cause when you are good, you trust endlessly, you forgive easily and you love unconditionally!!! People here are scavengers. And its really hard for a Herbivore to be what they are. They too have to be what it needs to be. A bad person or a vamp as they say. Otherwise people will kill you...A selfish world it is....