:D:D!!!!!LaUgH LaUgH LaUgH & LaUgH....!!!!!:D:D

Aha...
Many days have passed by...and well I have not been able to pen down ...err..write down or else type down my thoughts on this forum....

To all my fiends who keep on thinking or wondering what am I upto these days....well my answer to them would be that am upto nothing recently...But many things....well my first dream goes something like this....To enjoy my life ekdum Fultoo masti se....which Ive always dreamt of doing...[but have not been able to lately!] Next...to earn a lottttt of money ....that too through shear hard work of me...and myself...:P

And ahh!!!

No persons allowed to go home from my life with a sad face....!!! Sohini was the other name for cheerful and always be...My motto in life was and will be living for others...I make a resolution of forgiving each and everyone who were the cause of my depression for so many years....May you all be in peace..! And always you are welcome to call me and wish me a gr8 New Year ahead!!!





 To my friends I love you all a lot...!!


And thanks for always being a sweet heart! Love you all...

And to people who could'nt understand me...Better luck next year !!! :D:D:D

I will be and am always happy....

Last but bot the least ...a small paragraph which I really liked and many people would already have seen it flashing on my blog....but those who've missed it out...here's once again the special biggg quotation from my blog!!!!

"“Maybe if I share the path I walk then a little more of your pain will vanish. I want you to heal, whoever you are. I don't care what pain you've brought the world, I just want yours to subside. No matter what, your path is yours. Dont follow misery or worry. Devote every moment of your life to improving your dreams. Love your world. Cherish the good you do. Let go of hatred. Dream of love.”"

"I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough."

~ from the movie..The Notebook....

 

MY LIFE SO FAR !!!! :))

I don’t know what has happened…Everything has come to an end it seems!!! Am lost! Totally lost! I find myself back to the past; a place where it was difficult to believe people around. Time is the only thing which I do not have at this point of my life. Everyone stabbing at the back unknowingly. Was I wrong in making decisions. It is like that I know that I have done a mistake , but am not sorry for that! I feel that if I have done any good to that person its not a mistake from my end and God made me do that cause he had chosen me to change some things of a person desperate of HELP..

I have lost everything in hand….including myself….my confidence…my life…my respect…my love for others…and most importantly, my Laughter and Smile!

                Today ,all I do is slog and work to keep myself busy in my life so as to forget things which I need to..I cannot get back my life , my place, my time back…but can only pray so as to keep myself happy !

                Am scared to dedicate my whole life to a person, to marry.

I believe no one can love you and care for you more than you can do to yourself! Today everyone is wary of themselves!

                That love I wanted , couldn’t be found by me! Am lonely and a lonesome!!!  But still I BELIEVE IN LOVE !!!

PS. Do not think that I have become a Devdas !!!!!!! :P 

Well I found this when I was looking for suitable pictures!!! And really liked it!!! :D:D

I kind of like the solitude that am in....!!!!  :D