..LoVe DiS sOnG fOr MaNy ReAsOnS..

Jab jab tere paas main aaya, Ik sukoon mila
Jise main tha bhoolta aaya, Wo wajood mila
Jab aaye mausam gham ke, Tujhe yaad kiya
Jab sehme tanhapan se, Tujhe yaad kiya

..DIL... Sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk jaa zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu

Aisa kyun kar hua janu naa
Main janu naa..
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu

Jis raah pe, hai ghar tera
Aksar wahan se, haan main hoon guzra
shayad yahin dil mein raha
Tu mujh ko mil jaye, Kya pata...

Kya hai yeh silsala
Janu naa, Main janu naa
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu

Kuch bhi nahi Jab darmayaan
Phir kyun hai dil, tere hi khwaab bunta
Chaha ki de, tujhko bhula
Par yeh bhi mumkin ho na sakaa...
Kya hai yeh maamla, Janu naa
Main janu naa

Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu

[ song : Phir Mohabbat ; Murder2 : 2011 ]

A VERY STRANGE DREAM OR WAS IT THE TRUTH ???

I dreamt a strange dream that day...a dream which I cannot forget and is there in my mind, my heart, my soul.. and is slowly getting into my nerves..!!! I dreamt about my Grandfather.. a person whom I adored the most and whom I lost whilst I was there in Banaras completing my final year !

I dream a lot about him. I get mixed feelings of me getting scared and being very happy !!! But eventually I get over it, slowly and steadily ! But this time it was different. Totally !

I dreamt that I was sitting in my own room with my parents. And suddenly I saw my Grandfather coming out from my parents' master bed room and slowly walking towards his own room !! His face was totally white like something painted on him.. I thought it was 'chandan', looked somewhat like it, as if it was smudged on his face! The whole time that he was passing by, his eyes were looking at me ! As if it was trying to hold my vision ! I screamed. I went following him towards his room! I called my mom as I was going to his room. But no one could see him. I never at once a time allowed my eyes to blink as if He will vanish as soon as I remove my vision.

He smiled at me or stared at me...I dont remember that ! He made a strange point !

"I have reincarnated" he said.

"in Bangalore"

It was like joy & strangeness that crept inside me when I woke up the next morning !

I was scared.

I wanted to cry !

Then I suddenly felt, why this dream ? Wasn't it strange..!! I could not tell anyone !

As I was thinking suddenly the phone bell rang ! I picked up ! [ I wasn't supposed to as my mom was there,but strangely at that time she was not available ] It was my Dad. He asked me the date of my grandfather's death ! I confirmed it with mom and told him..14th January 2008.

It was strange that at that time my father called up !

Was it a real signal ????

I noted down the day and the time of my dream...

29th May ...maybe 30th May 2011 after 02:00 hours.

- the day when I had A VERY STRANGE DREAM OR WAS IT THE TRUTH ???