"There's one sad truth in life I've found

While journeying east and west -

The only folks we really wound

Are those we love the best.

We flatter those we scarcely know,

We please the fleeting guest,

And deal full many a thoughtless blow

To those who love us best."

~Ella Wheeler Wilcox

..I Am DiFfiCuLt !!!..

I am different

I am shy

I am cunning

I do lie

I am deadly

I make them cry

So do not come after me

I'll make you run for your life...

I am difficult..

i know dat a long time back

I've told many people that but they used to think I used to tell them just like that...may be to crave for more attention...But Guys..!!! I know myself more than you all do.. I knew this will happen...and to tell a truth..It feels great...

People come & go...Little do they realise each others problems & circumstances that each of them go through...Some people disclose them then & there...Other people take a lifetime to come out with their real feelings within...Beware!!! These people are the most difficult to handle...

Mood swings... Temper... Acting are the few characteristics & qualities that they posses... Stay aw

ay from them if you do not understand them well. Cause whatever you will say will

go inside their heads like a permanent stamp, but they will never come out with their own words to say anything. They feel useless to waste time & energy on fighting with people.. They will never tell you anything..

Dealing with such people is like walking on a rope without any help..!!!

Involves a lot of risk !!!

I feel I am a living Tortoise...

Coming out sometimes when everything is pleasant & going in when everything is just not right..

Happy to see the world smile someday...that is the only thing that keeps me smiling & going on in life !!!

My Brain is a big.. 'BHUL BHULAIYA' a big PUZZLE GAME , hard to solve difficult to handle...

And people do not bang your head on the wall...as the saying says...the wall does not hurt itself...its you who will ultimately bleed badly...

But if people still do not understand.. then Happy Banging !!!! :D:D

Stay cool

&

Smile always...:D:D:D

And the last words for the blog :

A suggestion..:

SMILE & LAUGH ALOUD....FEAR NO ONE AS THIS IS YOUR LIFE....TO HELL TO THOSE WHO MISUSE YOU SWEETIES....GIVE THEM A GOOD PUNCH & THROW THEM OUT OF YOUR LIFE...THOSE PEOPLE ARE MORONS....:D:D

" I Feel Her Right There.. "

"I Feel It Right there... Right there.. somewhere inside the mind... or inside the brain... inside the hallway of subconciousness.. or the concious part of the mind... or anywhere under me... within

me... I feel it then and there... Cannot control her.. cannot make her understand... She resides within me right from the dark days of the Past... she was there during each and every step of my life..."

She made her what she was then...The girl who loves to lose control to get what she wants..can say what she wants .. can come out of the pressure which is made just for her to keep her under wraps..the wraps which used to suffocate her .. keep her quite..

She could not speak..could not stand up against the wrong.. was just another puppet..

She was always made to do what she did not want to do..

She is tired of being the soft spoken and good girl around.. She was told that she does not like it.. By whom??? The very Girl who is within her...the Girl whom she feels...talks to... her companion...her soul-buddy..whom she cannot let go! Not now..When she feels her taking her own place..like others did.. she did not like it at other time.. the time when someone took away her friend..her sister... another took her love.. and most of all her voice to speak up..but this time she liked it..liked being in control by someone so powerful..so great..It felt great..!!! Felt great !!!

She found her voice at last..

Sometimes its Good For You To Be Bad..!!!