..I LoVeD YoU A LoT..

Suddenly missing my grandpa a lot... Many things I wanted to tell you. I could not. Many things i did. I should not have done. I loved you. I love you. And I will love you.

Missing your voice your voice your touch. I have become very lonely with the absence of your love.

Your room is all so empty without you. Your Radio does not pitch up by the famous Akashvani music that used to destroy my sleep early in the morning.

Your tuitions in maths and Bengali I miss so much. Your way of reading that famous poem witthen by Rabindranath Tagore which made you cry while reading it.. it used to make me cry too. Not because it had such a sad ending but only because you were crying.

Today am alone. I know you can see it.

You must be worried as well as proud of me for standing up so tall everytime I fell.

But sometimes I am scared to face the truth and reality and just laugh and smile... It Hurts.

I love you a lot.

I am sorry.

And I miss you.

..R A I N..

While the cold drops fall on my face my mind rushed back and just reminded me that "you are so beautiful" "there are no pressures in your life worth your tears"

Sometimes some things happen and at some point of time you suddenly find your mind telling you certain things. You find some other person talking to you. Maybe God..

Today as I was drenching myself under the natural shower I found myself suddenly all so happy !!

I love the rains especially when I become a part of their drenching conquest !! Simply love the feeling when the chilling drops fall on my head, my face, my hands, and ultimately touches my soul !! Have you ever faced the sky and opened up your arms and welcomed the rain ??? It feels awesome !!!

HAVE YOU EVER DANCED IN THE RAIN ????? Do IT n ReMeMbEr Me...

The smell that comes out of the earth after the rain touches the soil...

The dance of the flowers, the plants, the trees...

The sparrows bathing in a pool of water after the rains..

The peacock dancing..

The frogs croaking..

The greenery that follows after the rain...as if it had also suddenly motivated itself after the rains..

and..not to forget the cool breeze that follows which ultimately lifts up the spirit

Rain is ever soo romantic..ever so charming..ever so wonderful..

I lOVE tHe RaIn..Do YoU ??????