The Storm has to pass through

Caught in a web of lies, I believed every word you said, But now the truth unfolds, and I'm left feeling misled. Thought I knew you inside out, but it seems I was blind, To the games you played, leaving my heart behind.

Oh, I'm drowning in the tears that you've caused, Betrayed by the love that I thought was so strong. Now I'm picking up the pieces of my shattered trust, Finding strength in the pain, rising from the dust.

Every smile was a facade, every touch a deceit, In your arms, I found solace, but it was all bittersweet. Promises whispered in the dark, now echo with regret, As I face the harsh reality of the lies you can't forget.

You thought you could fool me, but the truth will always shine, I won't let your deception define this heart of mine. Though scars may linger, I'll emerge from the pain, Stronger than before, I'll dance in the rain.

Oh, I'm drowning in the tears that you've caused, Betrayed by the love that I thought was so strong. Now I'm picking up the pieces of my shattered trust, Finding strength in the pain, rising from the dust.

I'll move on from your lies, leaving the past behind, For in the ashes of betrayal, a new love I'll find. With each step forward, I reclaim my own worth, And in the end, it's me who'll rise from the earth.

Healing

In the corners of my mind, scars reside, 

Each one a story, a turbulent ride. 

They whisper tales of battles fought, 

Lessons learned, and battles sought

Scars on the mind, unseen yet strong, 

Echoes of struggles, where we belong. 

They shape our journey, they define, 

The strength within, that will always shine.

Some scars run deep, beneath the skin, Marking moments where we've been.They remind us of our resilience, And the power found in our persistence. 

Scars on the mind, unseen yet strong, 

Echoes of struggles, where we belong. 

They shape our journey, they define, 

The strength within, that will always shine.

Though unseen by the naked eye, 

These scars are truths we can't deny. 

They make us who we are today, 

Guiding us through life's pathway.

Scars on the mind, unseen yet strong, 

Echoes of struggles, where we belong. 

They shape our journey, they define, 

The strength within, that will always shine.

So let's embrace our scars with pride, 

For they're a part of us, deep inside. 

They tell a story of battles won, 

And remind us of the strength we've spun

Teri Titli 🦋

Hum chalein saath, hamesha, dil se.

Raat ke andhere mein, 

ya subah ke roshni mein,

Tera saath hai, 

meri zindagi ki khushiyon ki pehli raat ki.

Main hamesha rahunga tere paas,

Teri muskurahat mein, teri aas-paas.

Jahan bhi jayegi zindagi ki lehar,

Tera saath hoga, sada, yeh hai mera vaada.

Kabhi door na jaana, kabhi bhool na jana,

Hum saath hain, yeh hai humara thikana.

Har pal, har ghadi, tera saath nibhaunga,

Dil se kehta hoon, yeh vaada nibhaunga.

Saath chalenge, 

khushi mein ya gham mein,

Tere bina, zindagi adhoori hai, yeh hai humara hymn.

Pyar ki raahon mein, 

tera saath hai mera guide,

Main hamesha rahunga, tere saath, 

har raaste ki ride.

Yours Titli 🦋

Storm Inside

The tragedy of life is not death , but what does inside us when we live . 

Norman cousins 

In recent times I have been into acute depression. Yes , I am not scared to tell that I'm into therapy. Reason are many. Hard to discuss. And too hard to say since it makes me broken to even think about it. 

People, they say so much , they do so much , they feel so much but one thing that they forget to do is to communicate with each other. Which ultimately leads us to anxiety, depression and maybe heart aches . 

These 12 months have been horrible to me . Even horrible to my parents and friends who were forced to wake up since I was restless. I couldn't breathe, could not eat , could not focus . I was in much pain. At times I thought the unthinkable . At times I thought that I would just cut my heart off because it pains so much. 

I could not tell the root of my pain anything since I was scared that if the root decides to uproot themselves then where will I be . Everyday I just saw and came to know things that made me out of control and do things which God forbid, permanently damaged me . 

It still pains. It still does. 

--- Alive and battling

Alice in Wonderland 

Happy Valentines!

Hi, Very late post , but want to put my life into it ! Friends and countrymen ! Hear me out ! First and foremost do not judge God's decision on wrong and right ( GOD = Time ) 

It heals every little hassles in your life 

Maybe you are not finding any reasons to continue , but still you will find a tiny spark with which you might find your entire reason to live. 

Today, after this important day , 14/02/2023 all I can say is that , Live your life like it's the end of life ! 

Make everyone happy including yourself and treat yourself as the only person that you love . 

Enough of grand bhashans . I want to clear everything and every bit of miscommunication that one might have .

Dear Golu, 

Words are less to describe the amount of feelings I have for you. No words and no adjectives that come out over and over again. 

I have no way found another person who really cares for me. I have always loved you and overwhelmed you. 

Love you forever! More than words can describe!

The Rose 🌹

The Rose 🌹

What it meant to me when I was young????

A Flower , rather a queen of the Flowers 🌼🌺

Yes 🥰

💯 

When I was a teen and I used to see the times flying through our Valentine's Day ❤️😎

Young lads offering their heart to their respective young ladies ! How ? By lending them Roses! As if the Rose 🌹 is the only way that they can can express their love and open up there heart to. If the lady accepts then their heart gets accepted. If not then their heart breaks to an embodiment of silence. Break up it's called ! 

When I was in my twenties , Roses🌹meant a commitment. An acceptance of deep love and also deep skin care ! ☺️ Rose water that is. 

In my mid twenties Roses meant nothing but heartbreaks , a way to get into someone's heart and break them from the core so that they are not able to stand up ! People tearing pieces of rises only to find out whether the other person really loves them or not !

 Loves me 💖 Loves me not 🥺

Sadly the Rose 🌹 at this point thinks whether he can make upto his master or not 

I today in my life receive a  rose 🌹 as a token of gratitude

My purpose in this life I know now. And once done I can go away from this worldly life and go anywhere I like . Free to get shipped to another place. 

Thank you To whomsoever it may concern 

I love this Rose 💖 and 9 respect you a lot. 

Thank you for loving me and trusting me f

Just can't live without !

What is True Love!!

बेखयाली में भी तेरा ही खयाल आए
"क्यूँ बिछड़ना है ज़रूरी?" ये सवाल आए
तेरी नज़दीकियों की ख़ुशी बेहिसाब थी
हिस्से में फ़ासले भी तेरे बेमिसाल आए

मैं जो तुमसे दूर हूँ, क्यूँ दूर मैं रहूँ?
तेरा गुरुर हूँ
आ तू फ़ासला मिटा, तू ख्वाब सा मिला
क्यूँ ख्वाब तोड़ दूँ?

बेखयाली में भी तेरा ही खयाल आए
"क्यूँ जुदाई दे गया तू?" ये सवाल आए
थोड़ा सा मैं खफ़ा हो गया अपने आप से
थोड़ा सा तुझपे भी बेवजह ही मलाल आए

है ये तड़पन, है ये उलझन
कैसे जी लूँ बिना तेरे?
मेरी अब सब से है अनबन
बनते क्यूँ ये खुदा मेरे?

ये जो लोग-बाग हैं, जंगल की आग हैं
क्यूँ आग में जलूँ?
ये नाकाम प्यार में, खुश हैं ये हार में
इन जैसा क्यूँ बनूँ?

रातें देंगी बता, नीदों में तेरी ही बात है
भूलूँ कैसे तुझे? तू तो ख्यालों में साथ है

बेखयाली में भी तेरा ही खयाल आए
"क्यूँ बिछड़ना है ज़रूरी?" ये सवाल आए

नज़र के आगे हर एक मंज़र रेत की तरह बिखर रहा है
दर्द तुम्हारा बदन में मेरे ज़हर की तरह उतर रहा है
नज़र के आगे हर एक मंज़र रेत की तरह बिखर रहा है
दर्द तुम्हारा बदन में मेरे ज़हर की तरह उतर रहा है

आ ज़माने, आज़मा ले, रूठता नहीं
फ़ासलों से हौसला ये टूटता नहीं
ना है वो बेवफ़ा और ना मैं हूँ बेवफ़ा
वो मेरी आदतों की तरह छूटता नहीं

The 🎶🎤which defines TRUE LOVE ❤😘

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Not 2 years though!  😎😎