The Rose 🌹

The Rose 🌹

What it meant to me when I was young????

A Flower , rather a queen of the Flowers 🌼🌺

Yes 🥰

💯 

When I was a teen and I used to see the times flying through our Valentine's Day ❤️😎

Young lads offering their heart to their respective young ladies ! How ? By lending them Roses! As if the Rose 🌹 is the only way that they can can express their love and open up there heart to. If the lady accepts then their heart gets accepted. If not then their heart breaks to an embodiment of silence. Break up it's called ! 

When I was in my twenties , Roses🌹meant a commitment. An acceptance of deep love and also deep skin care ! ☺️ Rose water that is. 

In my mid twenties Roses meant nothing but heartbreaks , a way to get into someone's heart and break them from the core so that they are not able to stand up ! People tearing pieces of rises only to find out whether the other person really loves them or not !

 Loves me 💖 Loves me not 🥺

Sadly the Rose 🌹 at this point thinks whether he can make upto his master or not 

I today in my life receive a  rose 🌹 as a token of gratitude

My purpose in this life I know now. And once done I can go away from this worldly life and go anywhere I like . Free to get shipped to another place. 

Thank you To whomsoever it may concern 

I love this Rose 💖 and 9 respect you a lot. 

Thank you for loving me and trusting me f

Just can't live without !

What is True Love!!

बेखयाली में भी तेरा ही खयाल आए
"क्यूँ बिछड़ना है ज़रूरी?" ये सवाल आए
तेरी नज़दीकियों की ख़ुशी बेहिसाब थी
हिस्से में फ़ासले भी तेरे बेमिसाल आए

मैं जो तुमसे दूर हूँ, क्यूँ दूर मैं रहूँ?
तेरा गुरुर हूँ
आ तू फ़ासला मिटा, तू ख्वाब सा मिला
क्यूँ ख्वाब तोड़ दूँ?

बेखयाली में भी तेरा ही खयाल आए
"क्यूँ जुदाई दे गया तू?" ये सवाल आए
थोड़ा सा मैं खफ़ा हो गया अपने आप से
थोड़ा सा तुझपे भी बेवजह ही मलाल आए

है ये तड़पन, है ये उलझन
कैसे जी लूँ बिना तेरे?
मेरी अब सब से है अनबन
बनते क्यूँ ये खुदा मेरे?

ये जो लोग-बाग हैं, जंगल की आग हैं
क्यूँ आग में जलूँ?
ये नाकाम प्यार में, खुश हैं ये हार में
इन जैसा क्यूँ बनूँ?

रातें देंगी बता, नीदों में तेरी ही बात है
भूलूँ कैसे तुझे? तू तो ख्यालों में साथ है

बेखयाली में भी तेरा ही खयाल आए
"क्यूँ बिछड़ना है ज़रूरी?" ये सवाल आए

नज़र के आगे हर एक मंज़र रेत की तरह बिखर रहा है
दर्द तुम्हारा बदन में मेरे ज़हर की तरह उतर रहा है
नज़र के आगे हर एक मंज़र रेत की तरह बिखर रहा है
दर्द तुम्हारा बदन में मेरे ज़हर की तरह उतर रहा है

आ ज़माने, आज़मा ले, रूठता नहीं
फ़ासलों से हौसला ये टूटता नहीं
ना है वो बेवफ़ा और ना मैं हूँ बेवफ़ा
वो मेरी आदतों की तरह छूटता नहीं

The 🎶🎤which defines TRUE LOVE ❤😘

AM BACK AT BLOG 

Watch out this space for more too soon!! 

Not 2 years though!  😎😎

Forgotten a Life that we are supposed to live...

Do not know when I had gone through this site of mine . Created this way back- I don't even know when!! But I had created this for a purpose. I will tell you the story of it.. Interested !! If not then you always have the option to move on.. But just give it a try listening to me.. :) I created this Blog so that maybe I pen down or rather type down my feelings thoughts into this .. and feel better and my nosy Mom does not have to find and read up my diary ! ;)

Today I feel so low !! ---- All because of a stupid person who is supposed to be my supervisor my boss who keeps on flushing down his toxic waste on me and I have to bear up with that awful smell!! :D Well I will keep on with it till the time I'm covered with it - just waiting for the right time to wash myself . I will surely treat myself with something nice .!

There has been so many things that has happened to me in these years.
The most beautiful things amongst which is a cute friend who is not Old as everyone thinks !! Just 4 years older to me and who has changed me so much that I want to redo myself and be happy once again leaving all my pain from my childhood behind me . There is nothing which he doesn't know about me and there's nothing that I don't know about him  be it the worst parts of his life which is supposedly not to be shared with anyone We share a beautiful relation of love and friendship , a bond that is easily not broken even by harsh winds and wild storms !!

People come and ask me Why HIM ?? There are so many options around you !! Look at yourself !! Smart beautiful and independent !! Why you have lots of options Just look around

I say ! Options??? Who needs them !! I've got the beautiful person if not the best!!
And God has shown me the path ! And I thank him a ton !

Coming back to my post ! We all in our daily life have been doing or experiencing so much pain or problems . I have been in my childhood been taught that the problems in your life is not to be shared
I have had problems with my so called family member not mother father but someone else and my mom supposedly knew about It but she kept on saying that you should not speak out or else "Their Life" might get ransacked and , just hold on... It will be all because of me !! How beautiful !
I had this Boss and an office life which I have begun to dislike ( its a very small word - right word would be fearful, scared to my tits bits ) I have told my mom about it  , she started being panicky !!
Not her fault , its the fault of the environment where she has been all these life

I love her and dad so much - my fault ?? Cannot express !
My mom has a problem in the way that I lead my life .. even my sis - not their fault .. again they don't understand the essence of it ! I completely respect it . Its their concern that keeps them worried and why not !! I have not done all things good and my fault is that I did not try to stop my wrong doings to come infront of my parents ! I could had easily but did not . But that does not mean that am wrong in everything

As rightfully said what have I done in these years !! Nothing at all ! I want to mark my life . I have decided that Ill lead my life according to my own terms and conditions and will lead it to the best of my capability !

I will make use of myself in building up my own Life that I am supposed to live and not crib for a second !

That I promise myself and I know God will be there beside me always !
Love you !! :)))

MONSOON ...The Boon From Above !!!

Ever Drenched completely under the chilling refreshing showers of Mother Nature ?? The drops that pour acts as a stress buster.. The fresh sight all around makes you feel just Right !!.. The black clouds above the sky ..the water all around...

The mind rides to the thought , why do people refer MONSOON as grey days ? I believe monsoon is the most romantic of all the seasons ..just the smell of the Wet soil, the drizzle , makes your heart want to love endlessly. Or the inexplicably beautiful feeling of dancing to the rhythm of the falling rain .Look out of the window, its pouring love, go on and take your sweetheart's hand , walk in the rain and let the clouds play the Cupid ...

How could we take no notice of those retro styled plastered but bewitchingly beautiful buildings wet in heaven's rhythm, standing right there as a witness of the journey of this city from Calcutta to Kolkata. 

As I stole a glance at the resplendent sky dappled with dark clouds and a colossal drop lands on my face, soon the entire sky descending . Ever closed your eyes and felt crystal drops on your face ? Its utterly mystical and mesmerizing...Everything so imperfect yet so beautiful !! 

ENJOY THE MAGIC OF THE MONSOON !!! Happy Drenching !!  

Peop

Stuck with Cupid's ARROW !!!!! OOoooOOOOoooo...Bechare !!!

Once upon a time, there was a little girl who lived in a village near the forest.  Whenever she went out, the little girl wore a red riding cloak, so everyone in the village called her Little Red Riding Hood.

One morning, Little Red Riding Hood asked her mother if she could go to visit her grandmother as it had been awhile since they'd seen each other.

"That's a good idea," her mother said.  So they packed a nice basket for Little Red Riding Hood to take to her grandmother.

When the basket was ready, the little girl put on her red cloak and kissed her mother goodbye.

"Remember, go straight to Grandma's house," her mother cautioned.  "Don't dawdle along the way and please don't talk to strangers!  The woods are dangerous."

"Don't worry, mommy," said Little Red Riding Hood, "I'll be careful."

But when Little Red Riding Hood noticed some lovely flowers in the woods, she forgot her promise to her mother.  She picked a few, watched the butterflies flit about for awhile, listened to the frogs croaking and then picked a few more. 

Little Red Riding Hood was enjoying the warm summer day so much, that she didn't notice a dark shadow approaching out of the forest behind her...The BIG Bad Wolf !!!! :(( In this case , The Big BAD Cupid !!! It stuck her at the back ... Ouuch !!!! 

The little girl or else is supposedly all the young girls and boys who have fallen in love by the Cupid's blow on their back but seems that the Cupid had forgotten to struck the other arrow around, resulting in sheer outbreak of Heart Breaks !

As Oscar Wilde says ," The heart was made to be broken " :o , we should all enjoy what life has and will be having in store for you , cause ultimately get this in your head that Whatever it is you should put this into your head that whatever it is God will have something more in store for you...may be another arrow at your back !!!! :P:P 
In short , Picture abhi baki hai mere dost !!! :))

Lehren

"Kabhie Kabhie inn Lehron ko dekhkar mann me khayal ata hai

Kyon ye Sahil se takrakar chali jate hai...

Karti hai ye Sahil se bewafai ya Sagar se wafa nibhati hai...!!!"